陶小滚

生活有时真的很奇妙。前几天的我还在感觉自己人生灰暗，今天的我却感觉有希望的阳光照射进我的人生。

和hester聊过之后感觉自己有了方向，可以一步步的去尝试，寻找自己的未来，networking以及和陌生人打交道似乎不再那么可怕，有一种冲动去和素昧蒙面的陌生人冲上去打招呼say hi

也许和早上派大星有关，like when he looks at me and keeps his word, kisses me on the lip and touch my back. Like I am certain he wants a future that includes me, although he doesn't know how to make that dream come true. Like he blame himself for his temper, or the moment I rest on his shoulder. All that moments makes me feel I am be loved.

也许和小说有关，看到书中rachael和爸爸两个失去过爱人的人在一起拥抱安慰取暖的时候真的是真切体会到由心底发出的温暖的感觉和被爱感动的悸动。

unnatural中说要爱上睡相惹人爱的人，最起码当下的我，可以拥抱住这个可爱的人并且寻找希望的光缕